Courage Sister
My dear sister, Your trial causes me to reflect on Joseph Smith and his trials. Said he... 2 For verily I say unto you, blessed is he that keepeth my commandments, whether in life or in death; and he that is faithful in tribulation, the reward of the same is greater in the kingdom of heaven. 3 Ye cannot behold with your natural eyes, for the present time, the design of your God concerning those things which shall come hereafter, and the glory which shall follow after much tribulation. Doctorine and Covenants 58:2-3 My dear sister, please show courage and rejoice in your tribulations. This is a blessing to you. Like a tapestry, you and I see the bottom, colors strewed everywhere in seemingly nonsense. When we are in heaven together we will see the beautiful colors that our lives have been par of. We pray for you daily. Smile. Sing. Open you mouth and declare the glad tidings that is the Gospel of Christ. Cousin Nate.